With eyes red as beat,
all drenched with water,
heart as if sobbing,
every fraction and after,
He kept spending nights,
waiting for a sleep,
memoirs kept juggling,
smacking across his empty heart,
he waited long then thought of pills,
but failed to have one,
and then came the day,
he did what he hated most,
something from which he kept running,
but this time opened the doors closed,
Society calling him drunkard,
but it gave him a smile,
they said he is out of senses,
this is what he desired,
and finally after every joyous day,
started knocking awaited moment,
he started sleeping...
so what under blanket of WHISKEY LULLABY

he never knew how to express,
the one he loves,
never had the tricks to impress,
the one he loves,
incognito he kept his feelings from,
the one he loves,
detached himself away from,
the one he loves,
and succeeded the day when,
She accepted it was his attraction not love,
He built a dam of memoirs in eyes,
and constructed smile on face,
and that's how he lived with,
the one he loves....

The day feels like another decade,
with wounds of yesterday unaided,
the sound from the clock,
is killing joy every second,
with gloom around ready to apprehend,
slumber less i asking pain to far flow,
defeat all in hand today,
do life still holds the glow,
making me feel the day like a decade,
with wounds of yesterday all unaided......

unexpressed he moved,
keeping it all inside,
a smile he wore,
Building dam over his eyes,
never shared his heart,
not even with his shadowed part,
Seemed as if looking for someone,
in very person he met,
He kept walking miles after miles,
but all turned someday in some way,
like a gleaming Knife,
and each of them cried,
when the death narrated his story of life,

silence echoed,
mesmerizing the souls,
eyes kept glued,
the thoughts drenched all,
i felt the soil within,
while the feelings raised high.....
words speechless,
emotions expressionless,
thoughts revoking,
what stood hidden since long,
i touched the depth of ocean,
while the feelings raised high....
fighting with the pen,
forgot all pains,
dying desires asked to visit the place,
to feel the serenity and be with divine,
praying i sat over knees,
while the feelings raised high.....

I thought its the beginning,
but it proved to be an end,
what i considered ocean,
was mere desert sand,
the boulevard!! have i chosen??,
or was it times apprehend,
dichotomy with me walks in light,
arousing failures in my attempts to mend,
determined of walking miles i move,
to have something by the end,
unaware i am of it being ocean,
or will sleep in mere desert sand......

Meri maut ki khabar,
Yaaron usse na dena,
Keh dena ki thik hun mein,
Sach Jaan voh na reh paaegi,
Voh to pagli hai na jee paegi......
Jab doli uski vahan uthe,
Tab JAnaza mera badha dena,
Kuch yun ki aakri safar par,
uska ek deedar ho jaaye,
bas usse khabar na ho,
Sach dekh voh na reh paaegi,
Voh to pagli hai na jee paaegi.....
jab phere voh le vahaan,
tab cheeta meri jala dena,
Kuch yun ki uski khushiyaan,
Aasman mein sang ho jaayen mere,
bas usse khabar na ho,
Sach jaan voh na reh paaegi,
Voh to pagli hai na jee paegi....
Mera to jeevan ant hua,
par nayi shuruat par usse badhaayi dena,
aur puche voh kahaan hun mein,
keh dena hamesha ki tarah,
maikhaane mein madhosh bewafa sa,
par usse kuch na kehna,
Sach jaan voh na reh paaegi,
Voh to pagli hai na jee paegi.......

Yes the shadows cried whole night,
missing the sunlight,
and yes strange it is we need the gleam,
to see the darker side,
dark i found those i met in day,
while my friends from night,
ohh yes in them i met Frey,
but helpless i kept looking,
when shadows cried missing the light..

Let the morning mourn,
Birds flee with wings of stone,
Waxed hearts weeping to burn,
And night sneaking joy with tears all alone,
But Show must go on...
Slush burning out of vexation,
And fire without heat,
Out of humour in universe,
Tears taking fleet,
Feelings expressionless,
And words speechless
As if stars in dark bemoan,
But Show must go on...

Thee are my love,
Oh soul around,
In my hours lonely thee are the only sound,
Thee are my honour and my pride,
Its thee with whom I have joy ride,
Rides over the oceans and the rivers,
On top through the mountains and plateaus,
I love oceanic gleams of city with thee,
And so the desert sand,
We do stay high,
But never felt shy to bend,
Its thee with whom its always beginning,
Never an End.

Sochta hun yun hi aksar mein,
Nadaan dil k alhad aashiyaane mein,
Kaise voh reh paegi,
Bita leta hun mein raaten khud se baat kar,
Kya din mein voh samay nikaal paegi,
Udta dekha hai pyaar ka panchi maine,
Badalte mausamon k saath aaj kal,
Jitna ruka hun mein khwabon mein usse saath le,
Kya voh mere saath reh intezaar kar paegi,
Kabhi kabhi khud ko le beparwah ho jaata hun mein,
Kya un lamho mein mjhe apni nazron ka sahara de paegi,
Dil ki baaten kehne mein hichkichata hun mein,
Kya meri aankhen padh voh samajh paegi,
Kya is nadaan din k alhad aashiyane mein voh reh paegi..

Like a warrior fighting with self,
Like a doctor treating just himself,
Like a drop of water filled with thirst,
Like a stone beneath the earth's crust,
Look I'm still alive...
Like a stage all cloned,
Like a disco all bemoan,
Like an athlete running alone,
Who still fails to come first,
Look I'm still alive...
Giving my self several chances,
Yet with only those instances,
Living helpless and bewildered,
Messed between what I desire
And what for me is must
Look I'm still alive...

Kept splattering light,
till its last breath,
Kept narrating lesson to my soul,
to keep self always on,
in the lights and the dark,
the oceans and the plateaus vast,
let that be my way or homeless i stand,
it kept narrating me,
to feel this life, beyond the norms,
and wings all stretched...
believe in you,
you are destined to fly high, above the nature's park....

badlengi kya yeh vaadiyaan
kya badlengi yeh fizaen
kya yeh aalam badlega
jab mein na rahunga..
badlegi kya soch tumhari
kya badlega tumhara nazariya
kya badlengi bhaavnayen tumhari
jab mein na rahunga...
kya tab tum mujhse pyar karoge
kya tab tum ikraar karoge
kya tab tum mujhe yaad karoge
jab mein na rahunga....
kya tab tum tanhai dhundhoge
kya tab tum mukhote pehnoge
kya tab tum bahane dhundhoge
apne aansu chupane ko
jab mein na rahunga....

The drenched eyes,
Red as Beat,
gaze at diary,
cursing the soul,
Where words lost.....
Standing in front of mirror,
he blames himself,
punishes himself
and tries to mend, thinking
where life's lost.....
the destiny or acts,
he takes it all,
on his name,
punishment gets more brutal,
with little visible and few inner scars, just missing..
the words and life, he murdered....

Sparrows are flying over 'heaven',
Angels are crying in shadowed moon light,
They look at heaven and weep out blood,
As if asking, If any 'human's' alive,
Are you alive... the so Almighty's kids,
Or its just the ocean of bodies beneath,
Ohh tell us humans... if there's anyone alive...

Sparrows are screaming,
sitting over the 'Heaven's gate',
while a few flying a lane away,
from where 'They create Humans',
the divinity going incognito,
while the march beneath calls,
"Is anyone Alive??"

Raah mein pade Uss kagaz k tukde sa paya maine khudko,
Jo kabhi kisi kitaab ki shaan hua karta tha,
Dhundhle se hote ja rahe the alfaaz voh,
Jinpar unke chitrakaar ko abhimaan hua karta tha.

I wonder Who I am?
A reflection through the mirror,
or one in the still water,
Am I a frame whose beauty depends on lens of a camera,
Or am I the one whom an artist can present,
the way he feels,
Am I the one who differs with peoples perspectives,
or a wave striking against stones of thoughts,
in this ocean of bodies,
I Wonder who I am?
I guess I am a loser,
Believing in reflections world show me,
one who fails to reflect the true side of himself,
they say life is in SOUL,
i believe I'm dead since years,
with soul sleeping deep inside this coffin,
which they call body.....

Eclipse is shining bright
While eternity is taking last breath,
What was incognito,
Has been unveiled,
And is sitting at the horizon,
For the last supper,
Before the world ends....
I heard a devil saying,
Who just arrived from land of 'bodies and souls'
Eternity died while bodies are healthy and fine,
Incognito is naked on street,
And kids defining Him as they want to....

If the morning begins to mourn,
And birds sing the death song,
Don't fear my Angel,
Just turn around and you'll find me,
Waiting where you left me....
If the scorching sun burns,
Or gleam begins to hurt,
Don't be afraid my love,
Just turn around and you'll find me,
Waiting where you left me...
If shadow leaves you alone,
Or sunset showers fire,
And you find yourself bemoan,
Don't panic my sweetheart,
Just turn around and you'll find me,
Waiting where you left me.....